i think im a loser!

lol im keep choosing things that im not expected to choose.

like bioscience over medicine. like sodagreen over jaychou. low paying crazyworld over high paying clinic job. i really think crazy me is gonna choose crazyworld to work in. heck about the low pay. at least i get paid? hahha actually idk. cos i wanted to choose a simple small no-shifts job. but in the end crazyworld came up! its so cool! decided not to go for the recruit express thingy cos its bad to actually go and then tell them in the end you dont want the job anyways. its a you-are-not-one-of-my-choices-so-i-dont-want-to-mafan-you thing. as you can see crazyworld is really appealing to me.

hahha either im really a lose or im really cool!:DDD

talking about jobs!! its really about time i need to go back to the airport to RETURN MY AIRPORT PASS PLUS THE UNIFORM PLUS GET MY HALF A MONTH PAY! damn it even if its 500 bucks i want it! and im glad i left the company mid-april cos i really do enjoy unemployment. but its killing me cos everyone's getting employed/is already employed! and im getting bored at home.

SO YEA! CRAZYWORLD! i just need to convince my mum that im not crazy:D

havent got any news from usp:( and im SCARED i screw up ASTAR at this last interview zzzzzzzz! USP+BIOSCIENCE+ASTAR would be really really good. actually, i see how people go apply for many many many many many scholarships and i wonder if that is why i may end up with no scholarships at all. cos i only applied for two while people actually applied for like so many! so im back to the point where i get killed cos im too lazy and slack.

and i need a bigger bookshelve to put my cds and books! im like piling them all up its so messy in my current shelf! i also need to buy film so i can start taking photos with my tlr!:D and buy some stuff so i can my tlr look cooler! hahha planning to buy some stickers or stuff! plus the neck strap!:D and waa's ep,the girl and the robots album, yoga new album etc besides all other things:D since the good music are apparently all coming out this season! hahah im indulging myself too much!:D

and i made myself not eat fastfood anymore! at least for two weeks!:D healthy living FTW! aim of this is to save more money and get less fat! hahha yaye!:D

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